“There are only 10 kinds of people. Those who can read binary, and those who can not.”
Unlike most employees, I was quite satisfied with my work. The benefits are good enough, especially for married ones. And I can spend more time with my daughter rather than wasting time travelling to and from the office. But when it comes to “enjoy what you do” aspect, this could change my mind.
While I was tinkering with our DSLR and trying to figure out the lens we would purchase, I realized I MIGHT want another career change. I missed working with embedded systems. And wouldn’t it be nice to work with something that has to do with your hobby?
When I got married, I DECIDED I’m through with development work. But who am I kidding? There must be something in me that made me answer “Computer Engineer” to that slumbook question “What do you want to be when you grow up?” way back when I was just in 4th grade. Same reason I convinced my mother to enrol me to a technology institute instead of going to the national university just because I prefer the “engineering” over the “science” course. (No need to convince my father, he doesn’t want me to enrol to the national university. He believes anyone who graduates from there comes out as an activist.)
The reason I was so stubborn to take as my FIRST job a low-paying job in a Japanese company over high-paying one in an American company just so that I’d use the course that I finished on whatever work I’ll be doing. (Probably the same reason I prefer wash-and-wear hairstyle, clothes and shoes. But that’s another story.)
It’s like a little fire I thought I have long put out.
But like I said, I’ve decided I’m through with dev work. My current job in a multinational company meets the work-life (careerwoman-wife/mother) balance criteria.
It’s different now. Yeah, let me repeat those words till I can finally convince myself.
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